Brain damage

Well today I received another microphone from the company that manufactured my old one so far, it works. So did the last one for little while. Right now it is for 15 in the morning and once again I'm wide awake I feel tired but I cannot sleep may be the sleep center of my brain was destroyed. This has become my weekly routine up all night and sleep all da the only real news I have to share is that on Friday I have an outpatient surgical procedure to put in a porta catheter on my chesty is infuriating! d sleep all da the only real news I have to share is that on Friday I have an outpatient surgical procedure to put in a porta catheter on my chest Tuesday, next week I will have a nether infusion of Avastin really if it does not work this time perhaps people will see my point since I blame to the drug for the first weakness on my left side. I'm quite nervous about both the surgery and the infusion. after small group this evening I came home and once again my apartment smelled bad thanks to my neighbor tenant who wants to smoke himself to death. I am so tired of living here! I've had people drop by during the week to help me out with something and they could not stand the smell either. However, my search for a new apartment continues. honestly, what else will I be forced to endure? over my, now it's 4:22 AM. still not enough sleep!